5 SLEEPS AND LOTS OF TEARS :(

F*#k i never ever thought that I would get to 5 sleeps 4 days this quickly. Each day is getting harder to get through without tears. I honestly don't know how I'm gonna do it come Saturday night when I say see ya to my babies. I cant even think about it without tearing up. I'm totally freaking out. I know its only 107 days without them but to me that's forever. Cant write anymore now I feel sick just writing this. I'm gonna miss everyone so much. All I can say is that I will definitely be needing a Kerry and Max hug as soon as I get to London. Wish me luck over the next 4 1/2 days, I know I can do this, just gotta pull up my big girl Jox as Bex said and run with in. After all whats 107 days in the big scheme of things (That's what I have to keep telling myself anyway) Oh well maybe next time I'm on here i will be sitting in the airport waiting to Board my plane to London via LA. Till then see ya.